All good things must come to an end.

That's her. No, that's not Joseph. 

The butchery had to come to an end. The rental increased. Money was okay, wasn't that great. Cant seem to hire anyone. Working just the two of us.. killed our marriage. The pressure of sustaining my hopes and dreams became to much for Joseph.

She cheated on me. It was supposed to be a holiday back home to her family but ended up a fuck-a-thon with some random "kuya". Shouldve seen it coming as i caught her video calling some random guy a few months ago. 

Maybe i shouldve seen the signs earlier, maybe i should paid a little bit more attention but.. i was already in the brink of my own depression.

So i have my ass handed to me and i thought to myself.

I am 40. I am fat as fuck. Ive got grey hairs growning all over. And jobless.

Where do i start? 

To be completely honest, im not interested into getting into smth with anyone. 

I had a job opportunity with my cousin at Jakarta. We were planning to open up a few cafes there. And i am to be stationed in Jkt for a few years till we replicate the concept in Cebu, Ph. 

I recalled my cousin telling with a straight face.

Whatever you do, do not fall in love.

Too late.

She's 20. Staying in Jkt.