Last Few Weeks

A few more weeks living in my beloved house. I know that this current place isn't the best investment by far, but it has slowly and painfully made me into the man I am today. Slightly jaded but full of optimism for my new life with Joseph. And I am sure that we will face some challenges in the future but I feel that perhaps, she could be the one that makes going through tough times easier. Maybe, I don't know. Only time will tell. So I've decided to buy a small house for more practical reasons, besides being a cheap bastard. The thing is Joseph and I are not too sure whether we want to stay in Singapore in the long run and right about now, not too sure whether there's anywhere as safe or as practical as Singapore. Yeah, living in Singapore is expensive but you have everything you need right around the corner. Anyways, dad is staying with us for the time being. The saddest thing right now is just to sit and stare at him. He is losing himself a little bit more every day. The man that you and I knew is slipping away and sometimes, i barely recognize him. Growing old is sad. He used to be a strong, charming man. Time flies. And it's a cruel sonavabich. Goodnight.