30 away.

The last time I lost so much weight was when I broke up with the girl who unknowingly propelled my culinary career.

This time around, it took two year separation and probably a divorce.

I'm hoping that it's a lifestyle change, but I know that once I fall into a relationship.. complacency starts.

Most wouldn't have the slightest clue how much I want this. And this .. Im referring to my aesthetic ambitions.

You have to be bigger than my ambitions.

Unfortunately.. you are not.